I was thinking how it would be like being like you. You are so beautiful, have this beautiful style. You are so fucking cool. I so want to be you, or at least be like you. But you would never want anyone to be like you. No one wants anyone to be like them. Except me, maybe… I would want someone to want to look like me. I sit there, watching the people go by.. and then you come.. No, I am not looking at you sexually, because it’s not like that.. I am not gay.. It’s just.. You are so cool,...