She said she planned her son's slaughter to save the world from violence after she heard God telling her: You have a gun. You can do it.
She thought she was the Anti-Christ and had to die and go to hell so there could be 1,000 years peace.
She said on the tape: I have to die and go to hell so there can be a thousand years peace on earth.
“God's turned me into the Anti-Christ… I'm a good person, but the Devil and God turned me into the worst person in the world. I'm so ashamed. And I'm so afraid.”
Buuuuuurn.