I'm dieing it hurt so bad! Why did I do it?It's no reason to life! no one love me…WHY? thats the big question that no one can answer! I just don't have that in me! I'm not pretty and funy! nobody wants to hang out with me. look at that, I'm crying, that meen that I have a leest one feeling. look at me I am just a ugly fat girl that don't desirve to live!!! OK I am gonna do it. I am alalone home so what do I need? The Water is ready in the bathtub ok the knife is very short. It hurt, but not as much as life.. I can't moove around and I can't feel mu legs! this is it I must be ded..! I hear mom and dad screaming and crying but I can't see anything. I wan't to tell that it is ok and I feel better now. I don't feel the pain anymore. The ambulance is here and the doctor is trying to talk to mom and dad and colm them down. The last thing that I heard was the doctor saying to mom and dad I'm sorry we did every thing we could but she is DED.