My eyes are full of tears
My heart is about to scream
If only I could pinch myself
And wake up from this bad dream.

This is all happening so fast
I don’t have any awnsers
Why can’t I just let go
Why can’t I just surrender?

I can’t controle all this at once
I can’t hold my head up high
My life is all a big mess
My life is just a big lie.

Would it be easier just to die?
Just to leave the world like that
Thinking that everything would be alright
If you weren’t alive, if you were dead?