And What Did I Gain? Tonight was the perfect night to begin. Out partying with my friends, felt like committing a sin. When I swallowed it I didn’t know that that one would be, my ticket to go. Yes. It was my last pill, and strong enough to kill. My last joy, my last pain. And What Did I Gain? My last smile, my last frown, Going up or down? But no. It was worse than that. After this I never feared hell, the pain, sadness or smell. I can’t even hear the boarding bell, listen to you or tell…...