Dear Diary, Today I met him again, he was really late, I had to wait fourty minutes for him. And then he went on and on about Carol, why? Why does she have to be so beautiful, compared to her I'm the ugly duckling and she's the beautiful white swan. I tried to keep my jealousy hidden and talked about the man I've been going out with, he's not good for me though. He didn't seem jealous at all, but he did seem worried about that I was seeing someone who didn't treat me well enough, I guess...