I've got a fucked up freaky mind I deserve to be burned to ashes and blown off with the wind like a raging storm in the desert with the sun shining bright down on me but the suddenly total darkness it's so dark, everything seems to be invisible, I can't see it's like the world is at it's apocalypse dieing would be an unexpected plesure like a huge christmas package while living forever would be a total failiure pian is just apart of being alive -The Poet "98