When I close my eyes, I dream of death death, my dear, come and get me in agony I cuddle up all this hatred, all I see. Crying, hating, killing time kill myself, that is the big plan getting closer, giving up giving life up,oh, if I can. Blood all over, in my life everything I see is dying I know it's going, my gift of life going, while i sit here crying. In death I lived, my life was nothing looking good, well, that wasn't me. :)