Lord if you don’t help me I can´t get through this… I cant. Lord im too old for games, foolishness, and Im tired of rhetoric, meaningless rhetoric, it never changes things… Lord just help me… I was feeling God´s pain and I´ve never had anything that’s been any worth to god, In my 50 years that wasn’t born in agony, never, never, dead empty… And I know that sermons wont do it, I know that Revelations wont to it, Covenant wont do it, I know now… oh my god do I know it, until Im in agony, until...