The world is awful and I don´t know why, but every thing in it makes me cry. I don´t like to live but I don´t want to die. Please don´t talk to me I'll just start to cry. Every one treats me with disrespect, but I know some day I'll pay them back. I don´t like to live but I don´t want to die. Please don´t talk to me I'll just start to cry. My heart can´t take it, can´t take it any more. I wont kill myself, I promise you I wont. But some day some time I won´t bear it any more, so I'll end my...