My life is turning all upside down, can't stand all the learning feeling so down. I think I'm in love, for real this time. The feeling's above, things that are fine. The only thing that I really want, is that precious that finding I can't. Purification of my mind, Is obviously not easy to find. If only I was able to believe in god, then maybe I would be able to smile and nod. Instead of drowning in pure depression, maaan, poetry is good for expression. A cruel sleep, haunting me. Going deep,...