All this pain and anger inside, that wants to get out. All it does is scream and shout, I try not to let them out. They tell me to hurt myself. They tell me to hurt myself. They tell me to hurt myself but I don't want to listen. If you could have seen through all your greed and all your needs I wouldn't be here diggin my own grave. But why do I complaine? At least it helps the pain! Some people don't understand how I could just kill a man. If I had been better while I was alife I whould...