I can't explain why I feel like I do I don't really know why. I just know that I'm not fine, I never am. I tried to be strong, just for you. But I have broken you. I messed you up with all my not so small problems. You tried so very hard to be strong for me, but I messed it all up. By blaming you for everything, when nothing is your fault. I'm so sorry my darling, I never ment to fall. If only you could just see everything the way I do…. Aðalheiður…