Why do i always have to just smile and nod,
Even though my world seems to fall apart,
I wish you could only see me, only me.
I wish there would only be me, only me in your mind.
Why do i always have to wave and laugh,
Even though inside my heart melts,
I wish you could read my mind, only mine.
I wish you would belong to me, only me.
Why do i always end up having second thoughts,
When the first ones make me satisfied.
I wish you could wisper to my ear, whisper quietly,
I wish you could talk me to sense, whisper in my ear.
Why do i always walk a step to far,
When i fall harder instead of standing strong.
I wish you would always be there to catch me,
I wish you would always hold my hand, hold me strong.
Why do i always pick the wrong from the right,
When the right choice is always the easier one to make,
I wish you could always be my wrong choice,
I wish you could lead me to choosing the right one, the right one.
Why does it always hurt me the most,
When you tell me you feel someway you don't,
I wish you could always be consistent to yourself.
I wish you could always follow your heart, your own.
Why is it always most importnant to me the way you feel,
When inside myself is broken down, i have to make you smile,
I wish you could see how much i try.
I wish you could see how importnant you are to me. Only me.
Why do i always think of you first,
When my world falls further apart than ever before,
I wish you could forever stay by my side and puzzle it together.
I wish you and i could make a new world, while standing strong.
Why do i always set my dreams so high,
When you always stand on the top, right next to me.
I wish you could start a new live with only me, only me.
I wish i could stay forever in your arms and feel so safe. So safe.