As I die
It was hard to live with myself..
While I was alive
It was hard for me to forgive
What I’ve done
Throughout the years I’ve been living
I’ve never felt free enough
Always begging
Always hurting
Always forced
Always trying
To be what I expected of myself
Now as my mind fades away
I finally see
How cruel I was
To myself
How much I tortured me
Although I was already hurting
How I never tried to help myself up
From falling
I am glad now all this is about to end
All this is ending
All the suffering, and the misunderstanding
I will never
Have to
Live with it again
Now as my mind fades away
I finally see
How cruel I was
To myself
How much I tortured me
Although I was already hurting
How I never tried to help myself up
From falling.
Now that I´m dieing
I can fi-na-lly-see
While I was living
I was so-mean-to-me
No longer looking for forgiveness
I am gone
To be free
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