Bara smá ljóð sem ég gerði fyrir jólin 2003.
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My stomach a knot
mouth is dry
can´t be still
Wanna scream.
Expectations
demands
threats

My hands become swetty
tears of fright run down my cheek
The waiting is unbearable
but still I hang on
the clock beats second by second
like hammers beating on steel
bang bang bang.
“It´s over, it´s done,
they´ll kill me, I´m dead.”
Through trials and horros
failing and disapointment

So near I see it
just lying there, doing nothing
kalling out to be taken
“come, it´s alright,
just pick me up
and the worries are over”
Tempting me.
But my hands cover my face
hiding the disgrace and tears
the eyes of others.

After endless hours
after the world has passed
I see movement
Things are changing
“Has the moment come?
”Can it be true?“
Hesitating I stand up
slowly I move my feet
which seem to be made of iron
Step by step
I sit on a chair
Waiting the judgment
Emotionless face
A hand holding a paper
Reaching out
I take it
”Dare I read it?“
I jum off the cliff
JUmp to my death
praying I´ll live
My eyes read the ink
Ink shaped as letters
6 times I read
The same word over again
”Passed"