-=A letter from the heart=-
I feel like i have no choice to decide,
what my fate-angels have already chosen for me,
I feel like I have to hide, but
I wont let that stop me!

I am going to make a difference,
with or without you.
And I can only hope my man’ll support me,
through this bumpy road of life.

Everyone makes their own fate,
and I have chosen mine.
What I dont understand is,
how am I going to support my baby?

Show up at my boyfriends flat,
and he’s with another girl.
And he tells me to get lost and
not to come back again.

Say to myself the words he said,
over and over again, and
the rain starts coming down,
and I ask myself these words.

“Do you want me to go on?”,
“to keep the child that is growing inside me?”
“Do you want to be you anymore?”
“Did he just kick me out?”

As I burst out in flame,
I yell “what the hell have you done to me?”
So the other 2 moths of shame,
wont be as easy as i think.

Baby, you’ll be the town slut,
and never have sex again,
My mom told me, as i walked out on her.
And she was right in a way!

I feel so angry, so down,
please help me god i need your help.
“What have i done to deserve this “hell”?”
I feel so shamed, so depressed.

As I cut deep into my rists,
I feel the pain in my vain.
blood thrusting through my vessels,
but still, I feel relieved.

My last few breaths and I’ll never know,
how to be a parent, how to be loved,
how to be treated fairly, and well.
My eyes are sarting to shut down.

And I realise I will never see daylight
again or my baby. I think this was the
best for me you wouldn’t have wanted
a mum like me. But baby you are still

ment to be born into this world
to get things right, you deserve a try.
So I rush for the phone, and I tell the lady what’s happened,
but then all I can hear is “what is your address?”

but it seems so far away, I try and tell her to save my
precious child and to be fast.
Then I hear nothing but I see the light.
Did you live my child? *It’s up to you..

*Lesendur ráða hvort barnið lifir eða deyr.
Ath, þetta er einhverskonar lýsing af ungri móður í vandræðum, og ég bjó það til sjálf. mér myndi elska það ef þið gætuð sagt ykkar skoðun á þessu, PLEASE ;/
Thnx, c'ya frm CuBoNe