I remember when I was a young boy
Life wasn't so hard and nothing seamed blue
Just sat and enjoyed begin myself  
Played all day, never got a fight with my mind
Nothing seam going to change my life
Only happiness, and loved too having someone holding me tight 

Little boy happy playing with he's dad
Love's when they hug each other tight
One little boy left behind
And darkness in he's life
Only gets in he's sight

I remember the day, like it was yesterday
One family in tears, one boy feeling so blue
Felt so alone without he's father
Felt so much sorrow coming from he's mother cry's
Always felt like he was the loneliness boy in the world
Alone without a father or friend's

Little boy on the playground alone
so unhappy, never felt tears
One boy felt like he was always living the same day
when he was amended
and darkness came to get him

I remember the years of hope hoping that he would get my joy back
hoping I would get another chance
To live my life not alone not so blue
But my hopes only let the things seam worse
and my hopes came to nothing
I only wished my self death

Little boy still alone
No hope left in he's heart to go too
Only sorrows and pain
Only death he tinged
And darkness of he's life became total black

I now live in darkness I only live in one big fear
that others that I love will amend me
and others that I love will make me feel deader inside
I live now inside only the true hell
Hell that is stronger than the death wish of mine

Little boy dead inside
Never seams to get out of he's mind
Thinks of taking he's life
Never want to lose a friend
so he live in a hell but
will not die

HjaltiG