U left me alone
In tears
Never told me why

Allways told me that
It would be better
Always told me that
The sun would bright up
Again in my life

They all said that you would come back
But you never came
Now there are seven shitty years since
I know the reson
And blame it on me

Your words where just a lie
Your face wont let me know the truth

Now I found a place in my life again
But the fear allways hold´s me back
Don´t leve me alone again
Don´t leve me again
Don´t brake my heart in million pices again
I don´t want to put it back

But when can I trust you again
Never!
And when can I see my life shining
Never!
When can I forgett all the tears and all the pain
Never!

You left me alone once
And it wont happend again
I wont take you in my life
You will have to suffer for your mistakes
You got one chance and you blow it
You wont see me cry for you again

The world has gone worse since you left me
The world will not be fixed
The world will not be better whithout you
But the world will not get worse

You called my your son
And I called you dad
We where likea true famelie
But when you left me
This words aren´t the same
They are meaningless
Like the forgivness
Coming from you

Saying that your sorry
Wont fix it
Saying your regrate
Wont do a thing
Saying that you love me
It´s not true
JUST FUCK YOU

I hate your lies
I hate your breath
I hate myself just fore beaing who I am

I hate the anger
That camed all from you
I hate the hate
That comes when I thin of u
I hate the hidden tears
When someone say´s that we´r the same

When you will die
I will not feel a thing
I will be for your funeral
But I will not cry
I will not laugth
I will not smile
I will be the same as I´v allways been
The same old me
The same old fear
The same old hate
The same old anger

Face it dad
I don´t want you in my life
You abented it once
And that was your chose

I just felt the need to write to you all my anger
Maybe I love you still
But it dose not matter
You hurt me once
I don´t want you

Good bye
I hate you to

HjaltiG