Hæbbs… ég hef lengi ætlað að láta inn 3 fyrstu ljóð mín sem ég samdi fyrir ca. 2 árum. Þau eru öll á ensku og eins og sjá má á þeim öllum, að þá eru þarna engin stórvirki í gangi… allt mjög svipað, einfaldur orðaforði og keimlíkt efni. Ég held það fari mér betur að yrkja á íslensku ;)
Anyways… enjoy!!!

-Life From Planet Earth-

I’ve got a life, and I hate it
the one I’ve chosen doesn’t fit
to everybody’s needs.
So I say farwell, goodbye
to the ones I cannot satisfy.

Did I disappoint you, did you expect more
you shout and scream, and you show me the door
I’m all alone, and my soul is crying.
Bye, bye family, bye, bye friends
don’t worry, my life soon enough ends.

The world is so deep and I’m down there
the darkness, the sorrow, I just can’t bare
I try to climb, to reach the top
I try the liquer, the sigarette, the dope
it doesn’t work, as I did hope.

But yet I am addicted, I can’t stop
Over and over, I reach the top
in fake world, my own world
and I, myself and me, is all I think about
I see my ugly self, and I want to shout, outloud.

When do I die,
will I ever be glad
could I have back my life, I once had
or is it my fate, to live here in pain
“Where are you God?” I cry in vain.

I can no longer concentrate
the death, seems to be my only fate
and as I try in vain to get up
the drugs pull me up and down again
and I get no help from other men.

My family cries,
as my soul slowly dies,
my mind is dead and my body is numb
so I take that gun, in my right palm
I hope, I wish, that I become calm.

Kill yourself, my soul harmly shouts
that’s the way, walk past the clouds
to heaven, hell or just the eternal sleep
the peace is near
my soul I can hear…

So I say farwell, bye, bye
to the ones I will never satisfy…

-pardus 1999-