Analgesia

When I was a little girl
My mother taught me to count sheep
She said it would help me sleep
So I did, soon I stopped,
stared at the sealing,
sat down by my bedside,
hoping you would not see
the tears forming in my eyes
when you walked in
to say your goodbyes
I want analgesia
I want analgesia
I want analgesia
but the tears just wont stop

if you would have noticed me
she would not have got to me first
your to late to see me
your to late to help me
only heartache and suffering
living in depression
how can anyone help me now
that I have lost interest in life?
I can see exactly what’s in my way
I just do not care
I have lost the will to make it better
I have lost the will to make it good
I am far from your sight
I want analgesia
I want analgesia
I want analgesia
But the tears just wont stop

- Natalie Blue/Perró/Ingibjörg Ósk [allt sama manneskjan]

Beseech

I will never understand
Felt so blithe, felt so sad
In the depth of the sensation
On behalf of all of my mistakes
I attained nothing but heartache
I was rarely seen smiling young
A breathtaking soul that saw mine starve
Drowning in regrets
Drinking her tears
that should have been mine
It stole my sight for beauty
In the middle of the bridge
You will find me beseeching
Despising every inch of my flesh
Unbutton my shirt
Undo the zip-up of my skirt
Take me like you want me
It is all I can offer
All I have been seen as, all I will ever be
I know this wont help me at all
I am just setting myself up for a bigger fall

Please don not say I am wrong
Or in your face, I will slam the door
Please don not say you love me
It has ruined this to many times before

- Natalie Blue/Perró/Ingibjörg Ósk

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