As I enter the room
people look at me
their eyes piercing my body

They do not speak
but they fear for me
As do I

Searching for me,
where have I disolved to?

I wasn't born this way
I didn't chose this
Scared of change

But knowing I need it
I take the first step
The first leap

This time I will make it
Already feeling better
finally over the crave

I lost myself somewhere
along the way

At last the devil disappeared
I have so much to live for
but now I come first

Sickened by all the comments
tired of all the shit
Just want my life back

Finally the vicious circle has ended
and I love me as I am
I found myself at last

By Sae