not knowing who I am
not knowing why I am
not knowing where I'm going,
or how to get there
and not giving a damn
not knowing what I want
not knowing when I want it
not knowing the future
not fearing
not caring
just making a fist
not knowing what's good or bad
not knowing what I had
until it was missed
not knowing what's makebelieve and what's real
not knowing how to love and what to feel
not knowing where to go and what to bring
not knowing who, or why I am
but still knowing everything.