I hate this feeling
I'm filled with shame
ashamed of my actions
ashamed of my name
I feel like life is changing
it does't feel like a game
but more like a process
filled with torture and pain
I've gotta go
this has gotta end
there is a long road ahead
and I'm not trying to be bad
when I say that
death is our final destination

-The Poet
you think I'm different, when we are truly the same, I only show what others hide.