You told me you’d be there
If I ever needed you
That was after we were through
Then you saw her
And forgot about me
Just when I needed you to see
See the pain I have in my head
All the wishes I was dead…
Can you look up now and see that I’m here?
See that I need you and I’m scared
You told me no matter how dark it would be
There would always be light to see
I am so lost now I see no light
All I can see is you holding her tight
Remember the time when I was she
Lying there with you so happy to be
What happened to us were are we now?
I am so sorry I don’t know how
I could let this end that wasn’t my will
And believe me I love you still
There is just pain here
And I’m so confused
I need you to be here
I feel so used
I can’t do this anymore
I’m leaving now
And I’ll be waiting on the shore
For you to come there whenever u do
I wish I didn’t have to but I do
And my last word here is
I love you…
I’ve got a razor hidden in my bed
Maybe tomorrow I’ll be dead
Then u might miss me
Then u might see
All the pain that was killing me
Now it is over
I feel so free
I am walking away from me…
vil taka fram að ég er ekki í sjálfsmorðs hugleiðingum…. en annars hvað finnst ykkur??