I raise my glass
To bloodied lips
bloodied by my own
Began this text
to be heard once
before my lips be sown
I write my last
with fingertips
slid along this knife
Last futile gasp
perhaps turn back
lay down this crimsoned knife
To late, I say
You did me so
You placed me here, where I am
You harlot, you whore
You harlequin, slut
disguised in this fleece of a lamb
“You promised me
that things
would never
get like this
Now after all
what you
have done
is only this
You kept me here
told me to stay
and so I did,
now what's this
You've left me out
You promised me
that you
could make
me feel the same
Told me to wait
Told me to call
Told me your name
Well, here I am
sky's turned to rain
I call it quits,
your stupid game
Don't think I know
don't think I think
don't think you see
What else is left
what can you do
but bury me
You cut the skin
you broke the bone
you ate me through
I can't complain,
what fool I was
I trusted you
Guess you're right…..
It's all my fault”
It has to be!
what else could be?
wait
I've ceased to see out clear
I'm running dry
my blood, oh my
seems beginning to smear
The letter's drenched
the words gone haze
this seemed a smart good bye
she won't make out
what I tried to say!
I hate you, I loved you, a lie….