I am difined as normal
I push people away
so the pain will be minimal
nobody gets to stay
I am afraid of people
I am afraid of you
I am not that simple
prombles got bigger as I grew

now I am an adult
but my youth still haunts me
I look like a junky
just so people let me be

I trust noone
not even myself
I need someone
but theres noone there
I kicked them all away
so here alone in the dark
this is where I'll stay
you think I'm different, when we are truly the same, I only show what others hide.