so it shuts down
this heart of sadness
the shutdown is caused
by utter and total madness
mind and body
no longer the same
my body wants to rest
while my mind plays a game
it plays with my life
it plays me like a violin
like the sharpest knife
it cuts deep into my soul
making me bad
making me evil
a bit glad
to not have to feel it
this pain
feelings can cause
I have nothing to gain
for I want nothing
I have nothing to lose
for I have nothing
but pain and madness
I die alone
without sadness
noone will miss me

-The Poet